thinking about everything i'm going through right now, the thing i couldn't help thinking about is that i have the best friends i could ever ask for, an amazing boyfriend, and the best family in the world, i couldn't ask for anything more. i'm blessed. i'm going through a lot right now, but i'm still keeping my head up. i've got too much going for me. i'll let other people figure out their problems, i'm staying in the background for now. "anyone can give up, it's the easiest thing in the world to do. but to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you fell apart, that's true strength." i hope everything gets better, and i believe everything will if we can all stay strong. i'm staying strong, that's really all i can do.