so i did a lot of thinking today. after courtney told me my blog was boring it got me thinking, i do have a lot to talk about. i just don't like opening up to everyone letting them know what's going on. if i tell you anything at all, you should know you're someone i trust. i have really bad trust issues. mostly because of the people in my past who have betrayed me. "we can not change our past, we can not change the fact that people act in a certain way." i'm starting over, screw the people who have screwed me over. you're the past. just a memory...and memories fade.